Sunday, March 15, 2009

To: Natalia Meredine BCG

27 Winter TN 1920


I'm sure you're aware we're all coming in tomorrow. I just had to explain what happened before I left,  as best I can anyway.

To be honest I'm not even sure what was going through my head at the time. I was just angry, and confused. What's worse is there was no reason for it. I let something awful consume me, until the unforgivable happened. I let you see me like that. The person I care most for in this world saw me as the ugliest thing imaginable. I can't possibly ask you to forgive me for what I did, but I am sorry.

Ever since I met you, you've been at my side for near all of my best memories. Any glory I ever received was only worth it because I had you on my arm. You're my girl Natty, you'll always be my girl, and even though I may not deserve it, I just want to be beside you again, for us both to be happy.

I'll understand if you can't handle it, but just remember your Gade loves you, and will until the day he dies.



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